Terry Therapy Sessions XI

I didn't write an entry after my last Terry Therapy Session. It's been so long I've just skipped over it and moved on to Terry Therapy Session XI

We opened the session about talking about my sister in law. Not so much that I have a problem with her anymore. I just can't stand the bitch. I've just learned to ignore her but put my foot down when the twat crosses the line with me.

The latest sister-in-law drama was that she tried to ruin my mom's dinner plans. Since me and my sister aren't going to in town for Thanskgiving, my mom decided to take us all to dinner. My sister-in-law called my mom and tried to cancel plans. My sister-in-law has control issues. She was upset that my brother was doing work at my mom's house. To make a long story short, she said that my mother should have checked with her blah blah blah. My mom and her got into a fight over the phone but we ended up going to dinner.

I told Terry about other disruptive events my sister-in-law caused. Terry noticed a theme developing. My bitch-in-law's trouble starting is always around the holidays. Terry thinks that the bitch has issues and problems that are triggered by the holidays. Probably something that happened as a kid. Whatever, it's her problem. Just interesting to get some insight in to the bitch's issues.

Other than that we just talked about me in general. No big points really.

I brought up that I'm getting antsy about my driving suspension coming to an end. I'm getting the itchy legs and am tired of being cooped up in my apartment. The closer the end comes the longer it seems to take. She said all I can do is find ways to kill time. I've made it nine months. Three fourths of the way there. Three months will come to an end soon. I know. My counter says two months, twenty eight days.

I told her one of the main reasons I wanted to move was to get away from the extreme boredom I live in. I told her many of the times I sat at home drinking out of sheer boredom. She said that it was a problem if I just sat around and drank.

I talked some about an AA meeting I had been to. A guy was there just a few days out of prison. He was sent up two and a half years on his fourth DWI conviction. I know I'm not drinking but his story served a jolt to remind me what waits for me if I ever get caught again. Terry said such reminders are good for me.

Also by moving back to Houston, I can find a million ways to entertain myself like museums, library, movies etc. The options just aren't that many where I currently live. If I get really bad I can always find an AA meeting to attend.

That was about it. We set an appointment for after Thanksgiving.

As for what else is going on in my life. Nothing to report. I'm pretty much in isolation from my friend due to the fact that I can't drive. I've got a mental list of people and things I want to do once I get my license back.

Violet, William, Swami and Rebecca are the only ones I keep in regular contact with. Lily, Sal and Dee are three others I keep in touch with occasionally. I still haven't completely forgiven Dee for her calling me on vacation and expressing her feelings for me. At least she's found a new man and that seems to have her happy.

Well that's all for now. I plan on posting a little bit more often than I have lately. Sometimes I just don't cause not much is going on...

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