What is New?

Really nothing is new. The train wreck is still out on the tracks and I haven't calmed down one bit.

I went to the reunion and it was a blast. That is until I got blasted. I don't remember the last hours of the dance. What an idiot!

I'm glad I saw some of the people that were there. The others don't remember me nor I them. Well, they may remember me as that guy who got really blasted at the 20th when we all get together for the 30th. I did see someone who I'd turn the page on but it was still great to see her. Good luck to her with her upcoming nuptials.

Right now I'm not really in the mood to write out what all is going on. Then again that's one of the reasons I started this blog. Not so much for someone else's entertainment but to help me screw my head on straight.

Some things I think are just to personal even for this spot. I think in keeping things general if I'm "outed" I won't have said too much or hurt someone too much. Plus there is the libel issue..LOL....

Match.com has been a bust so far but then again, I don't know what the hit/miss ratio is. Maybe I'm being aggressive enough or not. Who knows? I'm going to keep plugging away.

I hope this doesn't smack of any desperation cause to be honest, I'm really lonely. I've had someone who was a big part of my life for three years. She's still around but not in the way we used to be. I miss the time we spent together but at the sametime I'm glad she moved on if I couldn't make her happy. Like I told her when she dropped her bombshell on me, I just want her to be happy. I'm not the one....hopefully I find the one and she does too.

Good night from the balcony,
Pope JPIII