It's the new year and I'm facing so much uncertainty. My life is in shambles. Next week I stand before a judge and probably plea guilty. Was I guilty? Not really but the deck is stacked against me so I really have no choice.
I'm going to lose my driver's license for about a year. It's going to suck. Then there are going to be court mandated classes and of course community service.
What did I do you ask? A little drinking and driving. It's not my first offense. I'm lucky in a way. I really don't want to get too much into the details. I'm lucky that I have a good job and can pay for the lawyer. I'm lucky that I have people around me that care. I'm lucky in so many other ways.
Yet, I still feel isolated and bored. I know in a week I'll be in utter panic before I go stand before the judge.
If you read this, I ask for your prayers. One pray for me to have strength to do what needs to be done. Also pray to help me keep sober. I'm doing good so far. Five months without a drink. I want to stay sober.
Good night,
The Pope
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