I don't know why I'm so upset about it. I'm more upset about the hoops working making me jump throw than I was with the court. I'm going to have to sign an agreement with work that I will attend three AA meetings a week, submit to random drug screens and seek counseling for my depression. Those are reasonable terms but yet I'm upset.

I can't sleep well and I have a knot in my stomach. It's only for two years. I get to keep my job. So why am I so bent out of shape? I just want to return to work and put this all behind me.

That's all I have tonight.