I'm Calmer & I Found Violet

I've calmed down. I was angry and upset that work is sending me to an aftercare program. I'm still not happy about it but I get to keep my job. They are holding me out until I visit the counselor and set up an aftercare program. After that I have to go do what ever they want me to do and subject to random drug tests. Oh well I have to put up with it if I want to keep my job. It's too good a job to lose and eventually it will return to normal. Deep breath, count down. Serenity now! Serenity Now!

I finally got a hold of Violet. As usual, she's a fucking mess. I couldn't get a hold of her because she was in the hospital. She checked last Tuesday and didn't get out until Saturday. She went in cause she was too stressed. Her depression also contributed to it too. The doctor told her she had to find a new job cause the stress from the one she has now is killing her. On Monday she had her two week notice written and she was going to fax it t her boss. When I talked to her on Tuesday she said she hadn't faxed it. She was going to let them fire her so she could collect unemployment. I'm not sure how that works but I hope she knows what the fuck she's doing. She says her boyfriend will help her out to. She says she doesn't want him to but she's going to do it. I know her better. She has no qualms of using him and taking his money. I know her too well.